Posted by: waterfalls3b | January 25, 2009

Pain an avenue of strength to help others

Pain an avenue of strength to help others

Pain, abuse, financial struggles, hardships, loss, addictions, mental disorders, physical disabilities, sickness, all a part of daily life for some. This part of daily life is often ignored by what most would consider normal. The daily life of those struggling with a torture and daily pain that is hard to fathom is often a lonely path. This path is not chosen, but one that must be walked all the same. It is often lonely due to the avoidance, judgments, and apathy of those in our society that can make a difference in others daily lives, but for one excuse/reason or another they choose to let someone else do the dirty work.

If everyone chose this apathy and avoidance, who would be there to make this world a better place for others? Who would be there to ease the pain of the suffering, the dying, the abused, and the sick? Are we supposed to walk it alone? Even if the suffering ones are partly to blame for there condition, where is the humanity? Where is the compassion? Have we as a society grown cold? Can’t we see, or do we even care about those in need around us?

Sure, we all have our own hardships in life to face. But still. Are we so engrossed in our own lives that we have forgotten about such things, as neighborly love, grace, compassion, mercy, giving, peace, and caring? What will it take for you to choose social justice, compassion, love, and grace? What if others treated you in the way that you treat them? Would you be taken care of, or would you be one of the ones that are avoided and swept under the rug?

Pain, abuse, hardships, loss, financial struggles, loss, addictions, and sickness, all have been a part of my life at one point or another. At one point the thought of living to see another day was enough to send me over the edge with anxiety. Without the loving support, compassion and mercy of those around me such as my pastor, those in my church, neighbors, new friends and even the occasional stranger my path would have been much different, maybe even non-existent. Their love and support gave me the will and strength to make it through another day. Your love and support for another, no matter how insignificant you may think it is, just may save someone else’s life.

Your own struggles no matter how difficult can be manageable. There are people who care. You are loved. Even if friends and family abandon you God loves you. Your life is valuable, and even you can make a difference. Your struggles can be used as an avenue to build strength. The strength and boldness needed to rise up against the grain, stand against even the mightiest of people, speak truth, and make a difference, just because it is what is right. Doing what is right is NOT weakness, but bold and show strength. To go against the norm and support justice for all races, genders, and all other assortments of people takes great strength and boldness. The strength and boldness that is built through our daily lives can be used for change.

It may not be popular, it may alienate you from all those you call friend and family, but if you don’t stand for what is right, and neither does anyone else who will? It is NOT a sign of weakness to help others in need; it is NOT weakness to stand for what is right, but rather a sign of great strength, and courage. I pray you will be one to choose to do what is right, no matter the consequences you may face.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | October 5, 2008

A helping hand or part of the problem

As I sit here pondering over the course of my life, the struggles, addictions, abuse, neglect, storms of life, loss, etc, that I have endured compared to where God has brought guided me to presently. I am so thankful for deliverance from the painful past, and yet also thankful for those painful memories. They have given me a compassion, understanding, and drive to help others currently experiencing that pain I once endured. Would I change the past given the chance, probably not, I am who I am today because of the sorrow. But at the same time given the chance would I relive the past, most definitely not. Through it all, I gained boldness, strength, compassion, understanding, and sense of purpose for my life. I have learned who my true friends are, that God is with me, and that His heart breaks to see His children mistreated. I have also learned that even though His heart breaks to see His children mistreated, He respects and honors the free will that was given to us and that he expects you and I to treat others with love and compassion. We need to be His arms, His feet, His hands, Show His love, His heart, His mercy, His compassion. How else are they going to know and experience His love, grace, compassion, mercy, and peace that we proclaim He is? If we choose to stay in our little circles, avoid the ugliness, not get involved than how can we say that we are following in His steps? If we choose to not get dirty and lend a helping hand than how can we expect anything to change? How can we say that they have a Friend that will never leave them, if we aren’t willing to be a Friend ourselves? Give up some of your desires, and lend a helping hand, you just may find that joy, peace, and sense of purpose you so desperately seek. If all of us that proclaim to know Jesus would truly be Jesus to the world, would the world look as it does today? I know that there are many struggles that each of us face, in these uncertain times, but yet shouldn’t we look at the blessings we have around us, and share the blessings we have with others around that we have the ability to share with? Shouldn’t we still give what we can, (time, money, a listening ear, a helping hand, etc) when we can? We all have the ability to influence others for the good around us. In these uncertain times, isn’t it needed all the more? By helping others around you, you just may find that your troubles aren’t too heavy to bear, and that there is One that will bear the burden for you? Will you lend a helping hand and be part of the solution to someone else’s problem or ignore the situations you have the ability to change and be part of reason the world is what it is today? If we all would help where needed one person at a time, one life at a time, and than those in return passing it forward to another, change would occur.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | August 27, 2008

Unexpected events

When life throws an unexpected event that is somehow out of your control: How do you respond? The Word tells me not to fear and worry, but everything within rages against this. I do not understand why I react the way I do when first blindsided by news beyond my control, or when events happen because of that news received, relationships changed, life taking a new direction, but I can somewhat understand when Paul stated in Romans 7:15 – 25 (see below) about doing what he hates to do.

15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do. 16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good. 17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me. 18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[c] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out. 19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing. 20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me. 22For in my inner being I delight in God’s law; 23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members. 24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? 25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord!
So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God’s law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.

This sinful nature of ours is at times a source of those unexpected events and at times it’s just part of the natural course of life. I can’t say that I always understand why things happen as they do, but do know that through my trials and tribulations good has come from them. A stronger commitment to my Lord, more boldness, a growing Love for my Savior, more knowledge, greater understanding, and such are usually the result. Along with these a desire to minister to others experiencing the same pain continues to grow. These trials also bring dissatisfaction with life that I used to wrestle against but am now beginning to see that this too is placed here for a reason. This dissatisfaction brings a deep desire to do something, bring a bit of hope to the hurting, helpless, unloved, abused, and sick people in this world we live in.

How will you respond to your unexpected life events? I challenge you to choose to focus on helping others around you, in spite of the pain that is raging inside. Now I am not saying ignore the feelings, but am saying to choose to focus those feelings and pain on making this world a better place for all. Choosing this route brings joy in knowing that someone else has regained something that was lost due to your help. Choosing to rehash over and over the thoughts that rage cause harm in many ways. So what will you choose?

Posted by: waterfalls3b | August 1, 2008

Emotional Abuse Awareness

Please watch the attached video about a subject close to my heart. If you are being abused please seek help, and if you know of someone in that situation, please offer them help or give them resources that can help them, you may be that person’s only hope that they can see.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | July 6, 2008

Live a Life that Matters

I came across this poem today and thought I’d share it. Life is but a moment, choose to enjoy it, and along the way help make others lives around you better.

Live a Life That Matters
WHAT WILL MATTER
By Michael Josephson

Ready or not, someday it will all come to an end.

There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours, or days.
All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to
someone else.
Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.

It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally
disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire.

The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away.
It won’t matter where you came from, or on what side of the tracks you
lived, at the end.
It won’t matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.

So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured?

What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built; not what you
got, but what you gave.
What will matter is not your success, but your significance.
What will matter is not what you learned, but what you taught.

What will matter is every act of integrity, compassion, courage or sacrifice
that enriched, empowered or encouraged others to emulate your example.

What will matter is not your competence, but your character.
What will matter is not how many people you knew, but how many will feel a
lasting loss when you’re gone.

What will matter is not your memories, but the memories that live in those
who loved you.
What will matter is how long you will be remembered, by whom and for what.

Living a life that matters doesn’t happen by accident. It’s not a matter of
circumstance but of choice.

Choose to live a life that matters.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | June 9, 2008

? Father’s ? Day ?

For many the word Father is a word that brings pain, anger, and a whole world of negative emotions and memories they wish could be forgotten, or memories that never were. For them they remember a Father who was absent, a Father who they could never quite measure up to, a Father who was abusive, or one who was neglectful. For them Father’s Day is a Day they’d soon forget, and sometimes some even wonder why the day exists at all.

Please know that you aren’t alone, and though the thought seems foreign, our Heavenly Father truly loves you. He is a Father to the Fatherless, a Father that will never abuse, neglect, or abandon you. He is the One True Father.

I pray that the fatherless would find Fathers within the body of Christ, to protect, guide, teach, and love you the way a Father should, and where possible for reconciliation and forgiveness to occur, but where reconciliation is not possible the grace, healing, and ability to move past the pain. I pray that you will find that love you have been so desperately searching for in the arms of the Heavenly Father, and that your heart will be opened up to Him. He will never leave you, nor forsake you. I also pray for those Father’s that have been the source of the pain. I pray that Jesus draws you to Himself, and that the children will have a Father that they desire to follow.

I received this in an e-mail from a friend and thought I’d share it with all of you.  I am not sure who the author is but hope it blesses you.

A Special Thought and Prayer for those Struggling with
Mother’s Day.

I know that for many Mother’s day is a painful day,
bringing uppainful memories and lost hopes, Women who
couldn’t have children due to life circumstances and
physical difficulties.
Women who are estranged from their children due to no
fault of their own. Women who live with the struggle
of abusive backgrounds that were anything but loving.
Those who have lost children through tragedy and those
who have lost beloved mothers much too early.
Those who never have felt the arms of a mother embrace
them or wipe their tears or speak a word of love.
Those who spend hours at the Mother Day Card rack
desperately trying to find a card that honours their
mother but doesn’t paint a lie about their relationship
either. Those whose children have rejected them
because of abuse from their fathers. Those who
struggle with accepting Christ’s forgiveness for
the grievous mistakes and sins they have committed
against their own children. So many people
struggle with holidays such as this.

Please know that you aren’t alone, you are loved,
you are cherished by our Heavenly Father. Even though
you may struggle through this whole weekend, it’s ONLY
a weekend and you will get past it and God will
carry you through.

I pray that those who need mothering would find mothers
within the body of Christ. I pray for those who have
arms that were meant to nurture and have never carried
a child, that they would find those in the body of
Christ and elsewhere to bless and be blessed through.
I pray that those whose hearts are broken would find
their hearts soothed by the great physician. I pray
for reconciliation where possible and the ability to
let go and move on where reconciliation
can never happen.
I pray all these things in the name of Jesus, Our King.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | March 25, 2008

Fear Vs. The Voice of God.

Fear Vs. The Voice of God

 

 

Fear speaks loudly

God speaks softly

 

Fear brings worry

God brings Peace

 

Fear is a lack of faith

God wants us to have faith

 

Fear says there’s no way

God says I am the Way

 

Fear destroys

God Heals

 

Fear divides

God Loves

 

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     When fear speaks to you, what does it tell you?  Do you listen and heed its voice?  Do you mistake it for the Voice of God?  Does it drive you?  Where does it lead?

     Fear speaks loudly, often driven by our own self-image that we want to keep, how we desire others to view us, past hurts that we want to avoid, lies of the enemy, our own views on the way life should be, and many other reasons. 

            When fear speaks it is often confused to be the voice of God, but yet it is the opposite.  When fear is present, faith is lacking.  Fear brings nightmares, uneasiness, worry and heartache.  It prevents us from fulfilling God’s plan. It destroys relationships, jobs, ministry and you.

            God’s Word tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7 that God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but of power, of love, and self-discipline.  His Word plainly states that fear is not of Him.  When God warns of danger, He will provide you with steps to take through the danger, or around it.  His Word tells us that “in this world you will have trouble, but I have overcome the world.”  His Word also tells us that He will never leave us or forsake us.”   God is a God of Love, Peace and Joy.  He didn’t give us fear.

            Sometimes when God brings these warnings we allow fear to take over, but God didn’t bring the fear.  Fear is a sign that a lack of faith and a lack of trust in God is present.  When fear takes over it clouds out the peace that God intended.  It can drown out the directions that God gave.

            Sometimes these steps to take are not given instantly or all at once, but one step at a time.  His Word tells us that without faith we can’t please God.  Taking these steps directed by God without knowing where it leads takes faith, the kind of faith that pleases Him.  Once through the storm, lessons learned, a new boldness, more strength, and a desire to minister to others is now present.

            Since fear is so destructive and not of God, don’t impose your convictions and fears on others around you.  God knows how to guide and lead.  Follow His example; even He won’t go against the free will that He gave us.  Allow God to do the work that only He can do. 

            When fear comes knocking I encourage you to give it to God.  Seek His face.  Seek His directions.  Seek His peace.  He is there.  Allow God’s peace to flow, and Follow the path He’s laid out before you.  The storms and valleys are hard but He is there with you every step of the way.

Posted by: waterfalls3b | February 24, 2008

Grandpa’s Mission to China

My Grandpa wrote the following a few years before he passed away. He did get to take the trip to China that He describes. I pray that his life will be an inspiration to you as it was to me. His life is testimony to the healing hand of God, both miraculously and through the hands of doctors. His life is also testimony to faith in God, God’s provision, guidance, comfort, and relationship with us. God still heals, provides, and comforts. I pray you will be blessed as you read my grandpa’s testimony. I am truly blessed to have such a role model in my life to follow after.

MY MISSION TO CHINA

BY DAN DUNN

The story really begins in 1950 in Arizona when I keeled over one day at work and woke up six weeks later in a hospital. Trouble was they couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me. Finally they discovered it was Acute Bacterial Endcarditis which up to that time was 100% fatal. No one had ever recovered from it. The Doctor came in one night to tell the news to my wife and my mother. He also told them that he had a new antibiotic being flown in from Chicago. He told them that I only had 2 hours longer to live and that we should try anything that showed any promise at all. After a short period of thought they agreed. After all, there was nothing to loose. so they tried the new antibiotic and also tried something else – mega dosages of penicillin. they gave me 2 million units. At that time the maximum dose of penicillin that had ever been given before was 50,000 units. My day nurse came in the next morning and asked “what time did Mr. Dunn die?” They answered, “He didn’t die.”

Just prior to waking up for the first time in weeks I remember seein a hazy area with shapes of people you couldn’t quite see and I heard a voice, “Go back you aren’t supposed to be here yet.” I woke up but didn’t yet realize I was alive. I thought I was still in Heaven. Around the bed were all those white coated shapes. After being with the Lord I thought these white coated shapes were angelic beings. After a while I realized they were my doctors and nurses and I was very much alive.

After recovering from the shock of being alive, I realized I couldn’t move or talk other than a mumble. I was told no to try to talk. By their conversation I found out I had lost weight from 145 lbs. down to 65 lbs. which was the reason I couldn’t move or talk. The nurses were great. They would turn me several times a day to prevent bed sores. I could only answer by a slight smile.

It was very difficult with an active mind to pass time. I was really alone like never before. I’ve heard of people dieing from this malady of being penned up helpless in their own body. I found however that I had a Friend who had not only spared my life but would keep me company. i would spend long hours which now were much much shorter talking to my Lord Jesus. I could stay in this meeting with my Lord for long periods of time and be happy. This was generally broken only by the nurse coming to perform her duties – another needle, another IV, etc. These meetings were so wonderful that the doctors were amazed at my progress. They didn’t know the cause of my recovery but I did – I found a Friend. Oh such a Friend. Amen

A few years later I moved to California to work at the Naval Weapons Center. a few years after arriving there I started having trouble with my equilibrium. If I was going to walk anywhere I would try to find a way to hold onto something along the way. When I needed to cross the aircraft hanger floor at work I would go around the side so I could hold onto the wall. Finally I went to the local hospital, the Drummond Medical Clinic, and saw Dr. Drummond. He said I had a brain tumor and sent me down to LA to see a neurologist.

Dr. Drummond was a well-known surgeon widely recognized by the medical field. a lady for instance came in to see him one day. he told her she needed an operation and that it would cost her $300. She agreed but she let it be known that she wasn’t going to be worked on by only a small town doctor in a small village hospital. Dr. Drummond said alright, I’ll get you into the hospital in San Francisco. There she had a large single room- nurses and everything else. After the operation she was told they brought in a first rate specialist and everything was fine. She wanted to know his name. They told her his name was Dr. Drummond who was flown in from Ridgecrest. Her total bill now was $3500.

The neurologist I saw agreed with Dr. Drummond and sent me over to see a neurological surgeon who again tested me. He agreed with the other two. He said that something should definitely be done right away but there were difficulties. The prognosis was 90% fatal and at best a 5% to 7% chance of recovery. If I did recover, I would be mainly a vegetable – only a 2% or 3% chance of anything better at all. These two doctors were the best in their field west of the Mississippi. In other words, they were good! after hearing this, all the personnel on the base started to collect money for the widow to be with three little children, and all the churches in the area started to pray. There was nothing I could do but go along with the doctors and say okay.

That night I stayed in prayer communing with the Lord a long time and prayed, “I am yours Lord – heart, soul, and spirit. I am in your hands Lord. Whatsoever you will let it be done.” I felt a great peace inside me and I was happy and contented – no problems. I was in good hands.

The surgeon performed a Ventricular Gram. In this they drill two holes in the scull and pass oxygen in, so a fluoroscope picture can be taken. This picture shows the brain pattern. The area where the tumor is will be blank in the picture which tells the doctor where the trouble is, how big it is, etc. The next morning after the operation (which was really an advanced test to give the doctor additional needed information) the surgeon came to my room and it was obvious he was greatly disturbed. Coming over to the bed he asked me how I felt. I said, “Fine”. “Can you sit up?” he said, and I sat up. Next he asked, “Can you dangle your feet over the edge of the bed?” and I did – no problem. Then, “Can you stand up?” I did with no difficulty. “I don’t suppose you could walk over to the wall and back!” I thought twice about that because it was about eight feet away and there was nothing for me to hold onto. However, after a moments hesitation I walked over to the wall and back with no difficulty and sat on the edge of the bed again. I was amazed because only the day before I couldn’t have done that. The doctor looked at me and these were his words, “I can’t be wrong! Three of us, all of us tops in our fields, agreed on the diagnosis. We can’t all be that wrong!” He stopped, was puzzled and then said, “You know, somebody up there likes you.” and walked away.

Years later I was in Florida attending the First Baptist Church when I began having difficulties with black out spells. One day I came to church, parked but never got out of the car. I had a bad heart attack and all but passed out. I could see and hear but was impaired. I don’t know how long it was before a brother and sister in the Lord stopped at the car. Thank God there’s many brothers and sisters in the Lord in this church all willing to help and work in whatever capacity the Lord sets before them. The two stayed with me at the car and sent another brother over to the church and told one of the ushers. He went up to the podium and the minister stopped his sermon and asked if there was a doctor int he house. A doctor and a nurse from the service came and put me in a wheel chair and took me to the church.

The ambulance came and took me to Wousthof Hospital where my doctor was called. He said that I needed to go to Orlando to the Heart Center. I said okay that my sister, who was visiting, would take me. The doctor said, “No!” He said it will have to be an air evacuation and that the helicopter would be there as soon as possible. I was flown to Orlando, landed on the hospital grounds where a team with a gurney was waiting. A short time later I was in surgery for a ventricular gram. This is a tiny TV camera which is shoved up through a blood vessel from the groin to the heart. I had to be conscience for this so they asked me if I wanted to watch the monitor and I said, “Yes”. They were pleased because the blood stream was so clear. They found no incrustations stuck to the walls which they said was very good. Shortly after, well the next day, I was in surgery again for open heart surgery for a mitrol valve replacement – a seven hour operation.

The doctor told me that when I began to feel better I would be surprised – I wasn’t just surprised, it was unbelievable! So many of my life long troubles disappeared. For the first time in my life I felt healthy and strong. My own doctor told me I was unbelievably lucky because he said when I went to the heart center, I only had a couple of days left to live at the most.

This left me mystified and in awe. I didn’t, couldn’t understand how or why the Lord would perform one life saving miracle on me – let alone three. I just couldn’t understand. I wasn’t worthy. I did not deserve it. Why would the Lord spare my life? I fell so far short in so many ways. It just wasn’t plausible in my mind. I talked with several pastors about this but to no satisfaction. I was for a good many years mystified.

Then one day I was in church listening to our Pastor Dr. McKinley preach a sermon. He used a familiar quotation from the Bible which I had used in talking to people many times. The quote, “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” I finally realized, of course I am not worthy – none of us are! Only He is worthy! all of us have sinned, and it is only He who makes us worthy! Who am I to question the Lord? Mine is to be thankful, to praise the Lord for His goodness and kindness, to pray, and do my best to do His will.

Then the evangelistic group, Truth, came to our church. They are a great group and I was enthralled by their presence. I heard about their trip to Russia where throusands upon thousands heard them. There were something like 17,000 people saved. I got to talking to the group and heard about their upcoming trip to China. I just had to know more. I called them at their home office and was sent the information about China. It was like I was being pushed to go. I sent the deposit in and was accepted. I was going to China as a temporary missionary. Now I knew I had to go.

Now a new question arose – money. However, I wasn’t worried because I knew I had to go. When I said yes I knew the Lord would provide somehow. I called my son, Tom, and told him about it. He answered and said that they had a $1,000 set aside for purposes like this, that they would donate to the cause.

Money for the trip then started to flow in from various sources. For years I was the national representative for the Dunn clan. I had just recently took a trip to Ireland for the Dunn family reunion. I had a great time there and received a $350 reduction in the expense for being a representative. I thought that was it. Then at just the right time I unexpectantly got a letter with $913.57 in commission. I never knew anything about that until I got it. Everything was happening just as I knew it would when I first knew I had to go to China. The trip was now assured. Everything was falling into place just as the Lord directed.

To feel the almighty power of the Lord’s hand, to be empowered by His hand, and to take part for His glory with such a Godly and marvelous group as Truth, I am so blessed. I’ll be walking on air on cloud nine for a long time to come.

I am thankful for lessons about life which the Lord has and still continues to teach me. It is easy to respond to the Lord when circumstances seem to go just right and there doesn’t seem to be a problem in the world. But what about the times when things are not going just right? When you are in pain, when you are suffering, or moreover when the process of death has kicked in and seems to be certain. I choose to trust in the Lord whatever the circumstances and believe in Him for the answer. David the psalmist wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for You are with me.” How blessed it is to know Him. He gives me joy even when circumstances around me fail. He is there for you too and will never leave you nor forsake you. Jesus said, “I will be with you even to the end of the world.” I am looking forward to going to China to share the good news of the Lord Jesus Christ. To walk with Him, to trust in Him is truly a joy unspeakable.

 

 

Posted by: waterfalls3b | February 18, 2008

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

This poem has a special place in my heart. It was the one read at my grandma’s funeral a little over a year ago. I cherish her memory and am thankful for the time I had with her. She was an amazing women filled with love that she so easily showered on those around her. She was someone that I looked up to greatly. I pray that her love that she so easily showered on others will continue and that others can see a bit of her in me. She is missed greatly.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

by David M. Romano


When tomorrow starts without me,
and I’m not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn’t get to say.

I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you’ll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I’d have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I’d always thought,
I didn’t want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I’d say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven’s gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,

He said, “This is eternity,
and all I’ve promised you”.
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day’s the same day,
there’s no longing for the past.

But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn’t do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you’re free.
So won’t you take my hand
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don’t think we’re far apart,
for every time you think of me,
I’m right here, in your heart.

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